Yesterday I had one of the most meaningful and fulfilling days I’ve experienced in my working life. A little background first; I lost my husband suddenly a couple of months ago. It’s only been just recently, now that the initial shock has worn off and subsequent chaos has subside, that I’ve started to feel raw emotion. These past few days in particular have been a roller-coaster ride as memories flood me, responsibilities overwhelm me and fear, doubt, dread, and feelings of inadequacy swarm me.